I keep searching for answers,

I keep searching for answers,

But not sure if there are none,

I used to have such faith,

And always believed.

My whole life was based on faith,

In what I couldn't see,

But I was so trusting and open,

And believed faith held the key

I was a true believer in things that seem to make sence,

But now i'm not so sure if I just believed whet I was told,

I've always been a person so trusting and open,

Always searching for the answers to a good and happy life.

I believed in a religion,

I believed in being the best I could be,

I believed in love and the wonders of the world,

But now I'm not so sure if anything is real atall.

I know there is a God,

And there is a heaven,

But does he want me?

I don't think so.

I don't know about anything else,

As I think we are all alone,

Life is about survival,

Life is all alone.

I don't think love is real,

As people can just change their mind,

If it was truly love,

There would be nothing that could stop it.

I dont know whats real anymore,

Or where I belong,

I walk around in the dark,

Feeling empty and alone.